UPU OH UPU! Aku mo mampus da ne UPU!

now 9.44 p.m

UM, UITM, UIA, UNIMAS<<<<< mana satu pilihan hati??? Anyone ada opinion or suggestion?

After long chat with Maddy (sorry kacau ko study Maddy >.<) 

And short conversation with Mirul Apisz (tiba2 lak dia offline)

AKU TAKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

Reality really is scary~ like totally scary

can i survive in UNI ?( if i got la)

can i survive in Matriks? << again, if i got la >.<

will i be called for Maktab interview?? ( perasan pandai BIO n Bi, maka hampeh)

*ramai lagi layak d luar sana ilaaaaaa

okay! baru aku sedar hidup ini tak semudah yang disangka

baru aku sedar making choice is so damn hard

baru aku sedar aku belum cukup bersedia lagi untuk menghadapi hidup d luar sana?

i feel so insecure right now, its true most of the time i can be so damn naive and can easily be fooled, the fact that i still alive and well is all because i'm in da MERCY OF ALLAH S.W.T. 

Yes, i admit, i am so "lurus bendul" kekadang, kadang2 dibuli secara mental oleh orang2, but i never care sangat, aku prefer TREP BLANK atau betul2 blank. Because sometimes knowing too much can hurt me and worse, DESTROYED ME!

Okay, now 11.22 p.m

now 11.56 pm

Okay, tadi trstuck sbb jawap ptnyaan POPO chan saL Uni2, n Rusdi Rais gak....

Aq xda mud pula mo updet, coz da terstuck2.....

apapun, my greatest gratitude and thanks to 

SCHAZA, QAQA, MADDY, KURI', EMMA, ALONG, MIRUL APISZ sbab bagi aku semangat, opinion and semuanya.... memang SHARING IS TRULY CARING! 

Aku beruntung kenal ngan korang, kawan ngan korang, rapat ngan korang....

1.06 am

tegendala lagi coz chit chatting ma Owjey sal U......UNIMAS? seems nice thou 

(thanks to Kuri' 4 sharing)

Now 1.43 am

JAZF buzz d FB td. dia lum tidow??

tadi chat ma RAFIE IZWAN n EMMA, then join2 Conversation SKYPE with EMMA AKHMA n RAMLAN B.<< he shared bout INTEC n JPA

Oya, aku bsyukur coz senior aku baik2, tak lokek ilmu, nice2, pandai2...sayang korang! naK pelok boleh??? (gurau ja)

Seriously, dilema... mama ku suruh aku p UM, tp bukan senang weyh kat UM, da la ada PHYSIC. aiyerrrr~ mama ugut lae aku.. hoho.. apa ugutannya.. lau mo tau sms la aku.. 

(ala mesti korang tak kesah pon)

2.11 am

SMS ing with Jazf n skype ing with Ramlan B

2.15 am

Jazf x bls sms.. aku.... sorry ........i'm sorry bcoz i really am tired to reply everything in da sms, i prefer online, i'm sorry bcoz i think i'm a lil bit harsh on u tonite, i'm sorry coz i think i snapped a bit.. i'm really sorry~ T_T