Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Blog..aku mo ngadu neyh....

OKIE...
1st of all..ada owg caket...wuwu... get well soon bro! (i know u will read dis later)
and......tonite i had a good tym chattink with my junior....Nazihah....
and i'm quite grateful bcoz my teachers said nice things regarding academic when it comes to our batch....
maafkan kami cikgu....sbab nakal betul dulu2.... (trus aku emo2)
huhu.....

And....today i want to tell u blog....dat ur owner is having so much things going up and down  in her brain...
WHY?????
i begin to think about my personality...bout myself....
what type of person am i?
hypocrite? ya ka? mana2 kamu la..like i said..
don judge me if u don noe me dear....
If i don't like someone i will stay away from him or her...
i don't want any connection or relation whatsoever with them...
but dat doesn't mean when u come approach me i will ignore u....
i will treat u just nice..but not too frenly......
for me its just da act of courtesy...respect as human.... tak kisahla korg nak kata apa.....
aq memang gitu..and don worry..i try my best not to talk bad about u... i just keep it to myself.....
ya..maybe dulu aku slalu wat salah..tapi skrg aku da sedar...
but my style is still da same..... if i hate u, i will stay away from u and i won't talk bad things bout u..ok?
but...if u did something good...to me or to other people..and i happened to see it...
i will forget about all da hatred instantly.... poof! hilang...just like dat.....


and usually i don hate people for too long........
hey, normal la kan skali skala ko x suka ngan pa org to wat..mesti la korg pun pissed off juga kan?
we are human beings..we are not perfect.......
so...... i can say dat my hatred is not a long term feelings.......
i love u guys..all of u..who? ya..kamu, kamu, anda dan anda....
kamu sayang saya ka juga?
sorry ya frens..sepa2 la yg perna trasa ma aku..benci ma aku ka........
i'm not perfect..i'm just a girl..law kamu benci.....kamu ctaw aku..haha..
senang cakap tapi brapa ramai yg sbnarnya brani ckp ma sumone yg dia benci org thu??kamu, brani ka?
aq...ndak...serius..nda brani bha....
JADI...LAW KAMU BENCI AKU..DIAM2 JA..N JGN RAPAT MA AKU!
nanti aku akan terluka bila taw yg kamu benci sama aku....
senang sak bha tu..buang number qu, delete aq dari fb kamu..law ada pix qu ma kamu kamu contenk ja mukaku...forget me.......senang bha tu kan?

MY FRENS USED TO SAY...
 " IF U SUDDENLY THINK ABOUT DAT PERSON ,
IT MEANS DAT PERSON ALSO THINK BOUT U"

Jadi yg aku nda perna tringat??? naa..maksudnya kamu pun nda perna ingat aku la thu kan? LOLS...
WHATEVER.......
And..law kamu need RIMBA BULUH (sepa tgk MY GIRL taw ne), "tong sampah" or telinga.....
in english need a lending ears..i try my best to be ur listener..maybe i cannot help..but at least i can listen..
and feel wat u feel..... i f u are happy...then i will be happy for u...
if u are sad i want to cry with u....if i can help i would do my best.....

tapi...ndak smua org taw apa yg aku rasa...kaw pun bukan taw sgt kan blog???
haha..skrg ne i just want to improve myself and try to be kawan yang baik....anak yg baik...
semua la yg baik..... law org tu mau berubah..doakan dia.....bukan ckp..
"eleh, dulu dia pun nakal bha..lagi nakal dari aku"
"bhe..trep nya plak..trep baik sak dia tu....padahal..bla3x"

SALAH KA ORG MAU BERUBAH?
suka hati aq la..tak suka jgn la kwn ma aku..kan....haha...
aq bukan trep baik...tapi..kalau kamu ingin kawan dgn aku......
dan kamu berkawan dgn saya nicely..then u will get da same....
if u treat me badly...... well.. dat depends on me....ikut hati balas la jahat juga kan?
haha..tapi tgk la...i'm not really dat cruel bha.....

i'm not a good girl but i cannot say dat i am totally bad...i'm just a human..
read my lips (ups..words) H.U.M.A.N

okay maybe i write rubbish dis nite but hey, dis words are straight from my soul...ok??
i just want to release it...tak suka kamu tkan bha butang X d atas blah kanan thu....
(emo plak aku)
Bha..kay la....aq mo wat entry happy2 kunun pasne....tgk la law rajin..haha

p/s; GOOD NITE JAZF....SORRY..

3 comments:

M Y HEART DO S P E A K said...

ila...napa ko emo?
but, spanjang aq knl ko nie kan..
aq x pnah rasa ko nie jhat..
aq lgi jhat la dri kw..
nway, kpada sesiapa yg m'kritik org yg mw b'rubah...they shud b ashmed 4 dat...
dont worry, b happy...=)
S.M.I.L.E owez...

Deekay Miaow said...

hehe..thanks michelle..
tak la..tym thu tetiba aku fikir..
haha...bfikir byk sgt kot....
eya2.. smile olwez!
padulik la dorg..hoho...

M Y HEART DO S P E A K said...

Hehe..Dats My Fren!

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